The last 10 days has been very hard as I lost
my beloved Dad.
As those of you know who have read my ramblings for some years,
my Husband and I left our life overseas to return to the UK
to care and be with him (about 2.5 years ago)
But it wasn't supposed to end so soon.
We still had so many things to do together.
We still had so many things to laugh about.
He promised me he would be home soon…………..
but he never came.
This was not how I planned everything
This was not what was written in MY script.
Nobody warned me it would happen like this or be
I know I'm a big girl now.
I lost my Mum at quite a young age.
So I should be strong, shouldn't I?
I should know what happens?
I should know how painful grief is?
But this time it feels SO different.
So now I just need some time to deal with practicalities,
manage my own emotions and reflect on what I had
and what I lost.
Please excuse my absence from my own blog
(I will still be checking in to all your blogs and
on other social media platforms), but I think I will
need some time before I can start writing my own blog again.
I might just need 2 weeks, or 1 month, or even 2 months.
Only time will tell.
But I will be back ;-)